Sunday, November 4, 2018

A Tale of Two Worlds

I have a son. He is 4 years old. He's smart, kind, curious and gentle. We love to cuddle, sing songs and learn. Right now, we love to play with Paw Patrol and Transformers toys. Today my son and I were playing with his bots. Some were in jail. One was on our team. We had a pretty good team. We sat on the floor for hours playing with the bots and creating some great stories. We went to the park today too. My son loves to swing. I pushed him and his sweet voice yells "higher Mommy, higher!" I gave him one more big push and sat on the swing next to him. I watched him throw his hat on the ground. "Mom! I can feel the wind blowing all of my hairs!" I laughed and replied, "But you don't have any hair..."

I have a son. He is 15 months old. He is happy, energetic, spunky and inquisitive. We love to read, dance and snuggle. Right now, we love trucks and letter sounds. Today we turned over a dump truck and spun the wheels. We talked about the color and shape of the wheels. And he told me the truck says "vroom." I told him we have to get ready to go. It's a big day. He jumped up and ran to the gate. "Mama, ow sigh! Shoes!" He learned how to say 'outside' this week. We went to the park to play outside today. And met lots of friends there. My son played with some while other wrote their letters. I picked up my son and we counted down- 3, 2, 1! We let our balloon fly with our letters attached to them...

I have two sons. My sons are smart, sweet, kind and curious. They are rambunctious and sneaky. My sons have beautiful blond hair and blue eyes. They are tall and so very strong. They love to climb, bounce and jump. They love to read stories and play music. They have lovely friends. They have wonderful family. My sons are brothers...

I have two sons. My sons have never met...

I live in two worlds. I live in a world that has my 4 year old son healthy and playing. We go on walks, tell stories and play with friends. I live in a world with my 15 month old son where we play with trucks and puzzles. We spend time at the beach and I teach him about the sand, the water and the animals.  I live in two worlds that have beautiful memories and adventures. That have love, happiness and excitement. That have family, hopes and dreams. I live in two worlds that will never collide. My two worlds will never join. My worlds will always be separate.

I am the mother of a child on earth and a child in Heaven.